Who knows

 I suppose that we're sent to life mainly in the purpose of discovering, accepting and completing the equation of our(selves).

I oftenly think of myself as a ball of fire sent with me from heaven, just to test my patience on holding it for my short term life span, yet I do have a inner feeling that it could be a gift I'm misusing..I made a mix of both feelings and drink small portion of it once in awhile, maybe to tolerate that unexplained taste of that self.